Anger.

The tiktoks I make about having once been suicidal make her angry. I asked her why.

In Spite Of Everything

I sit with my younger self on the eve of a new day.

Sobriety

I am dizzy off of you.

Committing This To Memory

The fear is itself consumed by an urge to climb the center console and curl up in her lap.

Family Gatherings

There is a twist and a bite and a snap. There is the breaking of bones, of veins, of will. There is the weight of unwantedness that presses and presses and presses.